2014. The way I feel.

 

Do you know how it feels like? You just close your eyes… and someone is touching your hair… whispering “I see you… across the room… I can’t stop staring…” Do you know how it feels like when you cannot stop kissing… two shadows… two contrasts… two sides of you… sigh… sigh… Black and white sides of you… You are drunk because of your thoughts… your imagination start playing with you… It is when you cannot count your breath… your heart is beating… your pulse raised… it is when you cannot control emotions and your desire arouse every second… time is ticking and you want to stop these moments… You want to sing… dance… after all, you lose your sleep… count days… stars… miss something magical… and then again… shadow in the dark that does not give you to sleep… your weakness… you can feel love or burn… smile or cry… feel so right and so wrong… it makes you down… then fly…fly… fly… You cannot stop thinking… You want it again… that makes you feel alive. This is the moment… when you feel life… and sigh… sigh… every step makes you stronger… you believe that you become stronger… better… happier… it may be an illusion or true… who knows?

It is amazing when life is kissing you and slap you on your face. It is amazing when you meet new people and lose old friends. It is amazing when you can say out loud your religion, your nationality, your color skin, your political views, your beliefs… It is amazing when your life can be gentle with you and fu*k you harshly… and it is amazing when you can perceive your life as what it is. It is amazing when you can have goals to move… or dreams to keep… and it is amazingly if you can be a princess and a bitch at the same time (oops… excuse my French). It is amazing when you have a choice… it does not matter of what… white-ish or plants… girls or boys… democrats or republicans… black or white… life or death… Remember that “money is making money” and “people are making people” and “life is making life”. I am still thirsty for life. And this is the best place to be… And like in the song… “I believe I can fly…” 😛 ouch… feel so high…

Ps. Ms.Muse starts a year with new inspiration.

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